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I Think
12/11/2010
Sarah
In shadow views of battle yet to be the final stranger beckons me. I fear that I must now accept what I forsee; the moment of my death is drawing near. Oh sarah, how I want to see your face; to touch, once more, the softness of your skin. Though fate is sealed and destiny in place, I long to hear your gentle voice again. If it is true that spriits conquer death then I will yet return to you somehow. The winds that cool your skin shall be my breath; my tears the gentle raindrops on your brow. I pray you, Sarah, do no mourn me dead... think I am gone to wait for you instead. |
11/19/2010
Sarah
the final stranger beckons me. I fear
that I must now accept what I forsee;
the moment of my death is drawing near.
Oh sarah, how I want to see your face;
to touch, once more, the softness of your skin.
Though fate is sealed and destiny in place,
I long to hear your gentle voice again.
If it is true that spriits conquer death
then I will yet return to you somehow.
The winds that cool your skin shall be my breath;
my tears the gentle raindrops on your brow.
I pray you, Sarah, do no mourn me dead...
think I am gone to wait for you instead.
Beauty in the Beast
who prayed for her affecton for so long.
She might have heard his pretty words, at least,
if only he had written them in song.
There lived a silent poet underneath
the muted suit of armor that he wore,
but only at its death did love bequeath
the nerve to write what wasn 't said before.
A never-written sonnet is a waste.
To hold the tongue of love is near a sin.
The sweetest words acquire the vilest taste
when seasoned with a love that might have been.
His poetry, his eloquence and light
is wasted on the cold and lonely night.
Eternally
my own true love; the sea.
My dark and stormy mistress
forever calls to me.
I often walk the empty beach
throughout the midnight hours
to hear my lover's mounful call;
to feel her awesome powers.
I'm harbor bound; I'll stay the course...
from this I must not sway.
My life, my love is needed here;
I'm duty bound to stay.
Oh, cradle of all Earthly life;
great mother of the sea,
cast of the lines that moor my heart
and let my soul sail free.
In time I shall return to you,
my final love, the deep...
I'll pull your waters over me
eternally to sleep.
Epitaph
within the writer's mind;
totality in metered verse;
infinity defined.
The poet gives his soul away
in portions he decides
with thoughts that ebb and flow to play
emotions like the tides.
He writes of love and other things
he may have found in me;
of broken hearts and Angel's wings
I've lost and found at sea...
of parenthood and common sense;
of brothers on a wall...
revisiting their innocence
and other ports of call...
An honest bard, he re-ignites
the glaring torch of truth...
with wells of bitter ink he writes
the epitaph of youth.
Axle
along a central spine;
an axle. Is it accident or holy
this universal line?
The stars exist in circles never-ending,
arrayed in common space.
The paradox? The view of time depending
upon the viewers pace.
The Earth and her companion form an axis;
an ordinary wheel.
Man, and this is where the parallax is,
has pride enough to feel...
that time and space revolve around his need;
the need to understand.
And, strangely, time now seems to be, indeed,
unfolding as if planned.
On Easter
we sailed to Easter riding winds of light
and, soft, before the the people were aware,
removed her to our dark abyss of night.
Thereafter, from a time that's out of mind,
a sentry stands in place upon the shore
as drawn by Rapa Nui rendered blind
to life but for the sacred task they bore.
His stony face forever to the sea;
his charge to stand until we have released her
as bid by the forgotten race to be;
eternal shall he look away from Easter...
to leagues and leagues away and yet beyond
with all his stony brethern of the bond.
Star Sailors
as far as dreams can see
at unimagined wonders and
the magic that will be.
The stars alive with sailing ships
the clippers of the skies...
all captained by cephalopods
with deep vermilion eyes.
They navigate the galaxies
and fly the steller winds
from Canopus to Betelguese
to where the matter ends...
They utilize another math
and octants made of ice
for human sums and instruments,
of course, will not suffice
to chase the moons and comet tails
to ports of call unknown;
to worlds inside a universe
where light has never shone.
Tugs
a log of all the promises I've made
to no one but myself; I raise a fist
defiantly to life. But I'm afraid
of weighing anchor; getting underway;
of challenging Poseidon under sail;
of running with a squall at break of day
while praying that the rudder doesn't fail.
Yet I will use the navigator's art
to plot a course through islands of despair
and I will trust the compass of my heart
to choose a heading caution wouldn't dare.
The promise of adventure yet to be...
will tug the weary Sailor out to sea.
Knights of the Breakfast Table
and, foregoing breakfast, eat dragon instead."
Said the dragon, "You dreamer, you haven't a clue
I've hardly been trying, I'm toying with you."
And the battle resumed with sword and with flame;
the combatants concerned more with fortune and fame
than with dodging the heat or avoiding a thrust...
these equals in battle, their skills did they trust.
With a sword made of poems, a shield made of hope
here's a modern day dreamer so far out of scope
as to wish himself thither, to there he'd be willed...
to win a fair maid when the dragon he's killed.
"Don't meddle in the affairs of dragons, for you are crunch and taste good with ketchup!"
Rivers of Time
their skeletons covered, uncovered again;
iron that's forgotten the blood where it flowed
and phosphorous leached from a primitive brain.
Delicate sabers of soft-stepping cats
enshrouded in shimmering oceans of sand;
strata of relative sediment that's
concealing the bones of the earliest man.
Visible traces of numerous beasts;
the sum of Earth's creatures forever enshrined.
Signs of their passing won't slow in the least
the rivers and runnels of ongoing time.
"We loved the earth, but could not stay" ~ Loren Eiseley~
Upside
squirmy wiggle lots of fun.
Crawling, standing walking soon...
eyes that can outshine the moon.
Kisses magnet, hug collector....
tiny concentration wrecker.
Papa's Angel, happy grin...
wrapped tight around my heart again.
Echoes From a Silent Heart
imperfect and surreal;
copies made of copies of
a loss that others feel.
Photographs and traces of
the one who was my world;
black and white reminders of
a pretty little girl.
Questions ask me questions
but answers don't reply;
the echoes from a silent heart
can never tell me why.
The gray and faded images;
the mother she became;
what do we have in common then
beyond our common name?
A tattered family bible holds
a note penned by her hand;
pieces of another's past
I'll never understand.
And if I ask the questions
will answers that I find
restore the faded image in
the bottom of my mind?
Memories of memories
imperfect and surreal;
copies made of copies of
the pain I'll always feel.
Dateline
11/13/2010
All things being equinox
A Musing
requires that deep depression be attained.
A genuinely somber tone, the blues,
must permeate the soul and be retained.
You're better off a human being sad
as lack of hope intensifies the senses.
The muse will be obscure when one is glad...
embrace your pain. Oh poet, build no fences!
A weary writer soon divines the well
and draws his muse from willful deprivation
of sleep that he may conjure bliss or Hell;
exhaustion is a path to inspiration.
Exhaustion's good, depression's better still...
if you can manage both you're almost Will.
Of Bob and Little Bob
A little Angel, hands on hips, sings, loud and clear, the “sunshine” song, and when the song has left her lips she wonders how I sang along. “My ‘little Bob without a curl’ my Mother sang that song. I knew another Bob, another girl, another Angel much like you.” She doesn’t know “the rugged cross”; your other song, (she’s only three). She doesn’t know she soothes my loss with timeless magic; memories… of mother singing to her boy, of Bob and little Bob… and joy. |
Well
but I so love a storm
from here inside a comfort zone
with coffee, safe and warm.
And I believe in kiss for kiss
instead of tit for tat;
that dreams are love’s reality;
can you imagine that?
That words are tools of verity;
that verse extends our scope;
the heart’s a harbor built for love;
the soul, a well of hope.
10/23/2010
The Flow of Time
8/22/2010
Tapestry
I offer this to you in threads of rhyme –
A layered quilt of life, a silk sarong,
our tapestry – eternal, spun from time.
where players danced and sang in days of yore
has yet to touch this lovers feet. In awe
I realize that now I love you more.
can strike a spark that will, with luck, ignite;
we came together as if heaven meant
to purge for good the dark abyss of night.
you are my only love-- you are my all.
Summers end
The clouds, in fury, gather and the wind begins to blow
the summer from the land, but summer doesn’t want to go.
An angry shout of thunder follows each new flash of pain.
The weary earth is set upon by multitudes of rain.
The nights of autumn fall on the retreating summer sun,
and mists above the morning tell the world that Fall has won.
South of Clarity
When
and innocents are free at last
from bloody sword and hellish burn,
when war’s a relic of the past;
when Man’s uncertain enmity
presents, in breach, from evil’s womb
and love becomes our legacy
as Mars is sealed in Satan’s tomb,
a marble, gilded monument,
inscription etched with golden rhyme,
will sing the dirge; the grim lament
to chronicle, to rue the time
when eyes beheld what souls abhor;
when children slept in arms of war.
When Rhyme has passed
and write between the verses.
I’ll stiff them when they call for sag
and act while they rehearses.
I know I’ll live outside the land
of rules and lengthy speeches.
I’ll, findng rhythm, tune my hand
when free is what they preaches.
I’m anti-poet, since you asked,
inside the lines I’ll not.
And chances are, when rhyme has passed,
my verse they’ll long forgot.
Watermarks
So blocked you are again a fool,
personifying down.
A graduate of nothing school;
a makeup without clown.
So write what down inside you lives,
though hard it is to do.
Write verses your behind you gives;
a little past of you.
If share you do your broken dreams,
a healing you will know.
Much better pain not hidden seems;
be not afraid to show.
Release emotions from your head,
like pistons from a steam.
Escape they will if held instead,
like poets from a scream.
Write backwards if it calms the rage;
face gallantry with fears.
The watermarks upon this page,
they be the poet's tears.
Versions
Unfinished
although these words, I find,
are more than just the way that I express
the storms within my mind.
The poems are a lifetime set to rhyme;
the scripting of a role;
a simple heart attempting to define
a complicated soul.
The poetry is meant to shout above...
more often, though, it sighs
in sweetly whispered welcomes to a love
or bittersweet goodbyes.
The verses sail the seas of age and youth...
they wander where they will.
The poems wrote the poet and, in truth,
they're working on him still.
Thirty Four
The first ship I served aboard in the U.S. Navy was an Essex class aircraft carrier (USS Oriskany). We (the ex crewmen) tried to save her as a museum...not enough money..She narrowly avoided the scrap heap several times.
the bells of glory chime…
to gather on a distant shore
a crew from out of time.
the shipmates lost back then...
and as we hear the tributes read
our thoughts return again…
a distant, brighter day;a
when life was held in younger hands,
ashore and underway.
and wipe away the tears,
as names and faces, we recall,
across the many years.
forgive the tears we weep
to see our gray and weathered friend,
committed to the deep.
6/13/2010
Yestertimes
she uses to refer us to, generically, "before".
"Pretend we are outside, she says, "and 'tend it's raining, ‘kay?"
Articulated joy in her unique and special way.
"Show me mad," I say to her, to make her strike a pose.
I aim and snap a picture as her little spirit glows.
"Woe is me" another pose, a hand across her brow…
I take a second picture through the love and tears, somehow.
The years will soon adjust her look, increasing age and size;
she'll add a curl and curve or two to compliment her eyes.
I'll save, of course, these pictures and this memory in rhyme,
but Lord, if you would let me now, I'd put a stop to time.
12/06/2009
11/28/2009
Opaque
Opaque, before the light of early dawn, a window pane; a portal to our youth, plays visions out of time. My eyes are drawn to scenes within. An oracle of truth embraces me, its chilly arms enfolding my heart and all my dreams. She loves him yet; she mourns the distant hand she could be holding; the touch her mind and body can’t forget. As dark as any moonless night I’ve known, and darker still; my heart. What muse that’s left is black as any crow that’s ever flown; beyond despair, and utterly bereft-- as if the eyes of God were unforgiving; as if my soul had died and left me living. |
11/15/2009
Gibberish
Gibberish (read it quick before I come to my senses and toss it). Some of the people who live in my head are dirt loving tree hugging freaks. Then there are those who drive battleship cars that smell of petroleum leaks. Christian-like beings in radical veils made of conservative shroud woven in ignorance spun on a loom with no thread of reason allowed coexist madly with liberal hacks consuming with plasticized spades the ugliness flowing from factory farms while wearing their rose colored shades. How is it possible reason prevails and lucid thoughts flow from my pen? Could it be this is just gibberish and I’ve thoroughly fooled me again? |
Carlos
The old musician spoke to me in rhythms and in voice. The anger that he couldn't see revealed itself as choice; a choice he couldn't see to make, the boy inside the man, as forty years of this mistake electrified his band. With music of the heart designed to light his darkened soul, the sweet guitar sang in his mind and tried to make him whole. But in the end the instrument that opened up his heart was spoken word; a sentence meant to pull his life apart. And there, revealed, the pain he'd kept completely out of sight; the long forgotten boy who'd wept in fear throughout the night. And ever after, knowing now, he thanked the Lord above. And ever after, knowing how, he filled his songs with love. |
Chronicle
So, it’s off to omega I go, and as future events I traverse it’s a comforting thing just to know in the end I’ll come back in reverse. My personal universe lives as a chronicle written in rhyme filled with hints that my subconscious gives me of previous travels through time. As I travel time's infinite scope I’m aware that my passage is paid with the tangible substance of hope from which all human wishes are made. |
Melody
A never-ending melody
is playing in my mind;
the quintessential poem, yet
without a single rhyme,
a sonnet for eternity
containing not a word,
a lyric never written for
a ballad never heard.
I write a single verse a day
my heart in every line,
a tapestry of ecstasy
my love for you entwined.
My silent muse composes verse
to trepidation’s themes.
I write for you a song of love…
but only in my dreams.
Out of Print
Within the book of wasted time a section must exist with articles in perfect rhyme of poets never kissed by lady luck or fortune’s son; (the gender matters not); of loves and favors never won; of passions never wrought. My chronicle would grace this page my love, if not for you as written by some useless sage for all the world to view. My dearest love, I here exalt that I am out of print. The presses, dear, were made to halt by orders, heaven sent. |
Memory
~ Memory ~ 2/02/02. For Mom. You crossed the boundaries of life to sail in Heaven's sea... and I was left to bridge the gulf between the world and me. You left a child too young to see you didn't choose to go. A child who grew into a man before he came to know... that you left too, a legacy... a memory of love that God himself would be content to be the owner of. ~ © 2002 By: W.D.Neighbors ~ |
10/13/2009
Autumn Apple
The Autumn apple, crisp and tart or spicy crusty warm in pies to please the senses; touch the heart the nose the tongue the hungry eyes. |
10/03/2009
Summer's End
________________________________________ The clouds, in fury, gather and the wind begins to blow the summer from the land, but summer doesn’t want to go. An angry shout of thunder follows each new flash of pain. The weary earth is set upon by multitudes of rain. The knights of autumn fall on the retreating summer sun, and mists above the mourning tell the world that Fall has won. |
In a Hand Basket
________________________________________ The bike is coasting down the lane the wheels go round and round, why am I in this basket and where is it that I’m bound? I take my chance, a leap of faith, then quickly to the farm to jump into her arms, again. I’m safe from further harm. Then off to walk the yellow road, adventures are in store. I think it’s safe to say we aren’t in Kansas anymore. This was inspired by a bumper sticker I saw.... it read, "Why am I in this hand basket, and where am I going?" and it just wouldn't go away until I wrote it. "If happy little bluebirds fly Beyond the rainbow, Why oh why can't I?" |
Night and Day « on: Jun 14th, 2002, 12:33am » ________________________________________ Today is never good enough to keep; we long for the unreachable tomorrow. Perfection's in our hands and yet we weep until we've nothing left but perfect sorrow. We set our goals completely out of sight beyond the far horizons of a chance that we will have to step into the light and mount the stage of life to start the dance. For love and for the lack of love we've wept and, blinded by despair, we cannot see the world is filled with love we won't accept because we long for love that cannot be. And while our nights are begging life to stay... our days are busy pushing it away. W.D. Neighbors "And the day came, when the risk it took to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." - Anais Nin |
If One
If you are gone and I am left or else the other way— if one is, of a love, bereft to face the break of day, then one heart wakes to God’s own light; the glorious unfurled, and one, the bitter end of night; a cold and lonely world. Which one of us will live alone? My love, what does it matter? With one name etched in marble stone the other’s heart will shatter. ~ © 2006 By: W.D. Neighbors ~ |
10/02/2009
When?
When all our anger’s overturned when Man’s uncertain enmity a marble, gilded monument, when eyes beheld what souls abhor; |
9/28/2009
The Gibson
He lived within a country song;
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Sewing Circle They don’t require, nor have they kept a penny for their tender task. The comfort sewn as tears are wept; a finer wage they couldn’t ask. As mothers wait and pray aloud that hope may live forever thus the quiet artists, shy and proud construct of cloth a loving truss. To help support the cause of hope, their time is spent; compassions sewn to soothe the ones who have to cope with fear that most have never known. From in the heart and high above; from nothing asked; a quilt of good— a sewing circle made of love; of universal motherhood. © copyright 2002 W.D. Neighbors |
The First Bank of Poetry ________________________________________ The wisdom of the world is in a verse. The mystery of life is in a book, for poets re-create the universe in every rhyme. It may be worth a look into the bank of poetry, the vault containing all the poems ever born and all the clever words meant to assault our muddled brains. For surely verse is torn directly from the living mind of Man presented red and dripping (with a smile; the mask of jesters since this world began) that men may read these words of wisdom while they're pulsing with emotion, seeking morals... or resting, warm and comfy, on their laurels. |
8/24/2009
Interval ~ Interval ~ 3/10/02. This grew out of a discussion with my wife about the linearity of time. I was trying to convince her that I was her first love even if I wasn't because time does not run in a straight line in hours and minutes....but by the importance of the event...therefore, the first thing that happened in the history of time....the most important... was our first kiss. Makes sense right??? Well, it does to me. Interval I see the truth unfolding in my dreams; our love exists as interwoven time. But time is not as simple as it seems, as basic as the meter in a rhyme. Our time together doesn't seem to play into the universe as now defined, for time's no mere division of the day, to universal pendulums confined. But, linear, kinetic, all askew, arrayed in any manner that may be, no matter how defined, my love for you exists in every moment granted me. And only God himself could grant us this... the universe began with our first kiss. ~ © 2002 By: W.D.Neighbors ~ |
7/04/2009
Reality forgot On winds of sleep in pillow ships we sail beyond the mind, to leagues outside the world awake, impossible to find for any creature not asleep (within the conscious zone). A place existing in the id, that will has never known. A realm where all is possible, of anti-matter thought, where magic lives and shows us things reality forgot. |
6/24/2009
Simply (for Jeanie)
and pain in my hips
but words of endearment
still fall from my lips.
The skin’s a bit wrinkled,
the hair turns to gray,
yet naught touches heart
that the voice will not say.
Its easier said now
and easier done;
a stream will flow smoother
the longer the run.
Simplicity matters
when push comes to shove…
I'm older and wiser...
and simply in love.
...
6/14/2009
I Dream
I dream in iambic
I mumble in verse
for Will was my teacher
and Em was my nurse.
My quill dips in fountains
of eloquent ink
and beautiful etchings
for Poe was my shrink.
I farmed with my Tennyson
planting the seed,
I studied my Cummings
(old e.e.), indeed…
“anyone lived” is a
poetry force…
and as for my Kipling,
I’ve kipled, of course.
I’ve mingled and mangled
with many a bard,
I will be a poet
it can’t be that hard.
6/12/2009
Etchings
the adolescent wonder-fools, at best,
who’d yet to learn the fo'c'sle from the floor;
who couldn’t tell the study from the test?
They nursed upon the warrior code of Duke;
a hero of the legendary screens;
but never saw him scared enough to puke,
and never heard a grunt behind the scenes.
The military called them to a man
except the golden children in reserve
whose Daddies knew the secrets of the plan
and all the students grading on the curve.
Opposed were led directly to the blame,
the yeas were on the news before us all.
Survivors had to live or die with shame
for not becoming etchings on the wall.
Running
when screaming and throwing a fit
and mostly I huff without puffing
whilst stomping away in a snit
Cause I do my exercise nightly
I’m walking at lunch without fail.
I cut iceberg lettuce in pieces
to carry to work in a pail.
I may lose my temper routinely
and screech like a Barbary ape...
but though I may shout quite obscenely
at least I am staying in shape.
6/11/2009
Chocolate Fudge and China Tea
strives and works but never asks
what the end result may be...
lost in work or lost at sea?
Life is many things in all
bittersweet in large and small;
work unending building dreams
joy and sadness bursting seams.
Silent friend sets to her tasks
strives and works but never asks
any thing or thought from me...
chocolate fudge and China tea.
...
4/26/2009
The Gibson Weeps In memory of my Father-in-law, Bob Blake... In gentle tones you sang the blues... with working hands caressed a chord... and no request would you refuse for nothing more could you afford. You lived within a country song with words and rhythms ill defined. The only tune that wasn't wrong was playing softly in your mind. But near the end, in sweetest voice, the music filled your soul it seems.. and in the end, as if by choice, you left the music to our dreams. And now the mournful music sleeps. In other hands... the Gibson weeps. © Copyright 2002 Wayne Neighbors |
The Lady of the Night
the lady of the night,
her beauty framed by Heaven's glow
of alabaster light.
So shyly as she passes by,
behind a veil she slips.
Eternity won't make a face
her beauty can't eclipse.
She smiles at her companion as
she slowly turns away
as if she were a lover lost
with nothing more to say.
She peers into the depths of space
in darkness unafraid
then turns to face the world again,
her monthly penance paid.
© Copyright 2003 Wayne Neighbors
2/15/2009
However
Consumable who was, himself, consumed--
was given second life; a second head;
so, not as nearly dead as once presumed.
Who was it, tell, that had the corpse exhumed?
What damsel altered, once again, his course?
Who led him to the stable, well perfumed,
and sat him, once again, astride his horse?
However raised, the knight was trotted forth.
However doused in drops of bitter rose…
However spurred, he rode his charger north...
to die again as one would well suppose.
1/16/2009
Just the One
I paused to smell the roses wet with dew;
to watch the moon ascend majestic night
and in that moment fell in love with you.
And all our moments grew from just the one;
a solitary portion of an hour--
but, oh my love, that moment was the sun
that gave its light to grow this lovely flower.
In such a moment miracles occur --
when love’s a rose whose fragrance fills the air;
when past recalls how beautiful you were
and present how beloved. Then and there
I chose to give my heart; to stop pretending;
to live within this moment, never ending.
.
1/08/2009
12/09/2008
I and Pangur Ban my cat
I and Pangur Ban my cat,
‘Tis a like task we are at:
Hunting mice is his delight,
Hunting words I sit all night.
‘Tis a merry thing to see
At our tasks how glad are we,
When at home we sit and find
Entertainment to our mind.
‘Gainst the wall he sets his eye,
Full and fierce and sharp and sly;
“Gainst the wall of knowledge I
All my little wisdom try.
So in peace our task we ply,
Pangur Ban my cat and I;
In our arts we find our bliss,
I have mine and he has his.
Written in the 8th or 9th century, on a 4-page manuscript by an anonymous Irish Benedictine monk who lived in the extant St. Paul's Monastery on Reichenau Island in Lake Constance (Bodensee), where Germany meets with Carinthia, Austria.